I need to sleep

i haven't blogged for a week and i haven't been to work for a week either.
i came today expecting number of things. i expected money and i also expected news about our contracts.
but when i came i found emptiness. apparently the minister was here on Thursday and it was expected that he'd come today which he didn't , i came to find Madame M here at 9 am waitin for him and Dr. H and Dr. A both didn't come today. heard they are in Cairo bringing the salaries (i really hope so cuz am as dry as a desert).
Nothing happened at all. I didn't see Qu today i think she took a holiday or something.

my family is still in kirar i came with ma friends and i was supposed to go back with my cousins but they are leavin to kirar as we speak. initially i didn't wanna go home with them cause i was afraid they'd go late but now they had to leave early and leave me behind. but thanx to ma sister M am goin back with my parents and she's leavin with my cousins. it's so complicated but she kinda saved me. well that what sisters are there for.

yesterday i only slept for an hour and for the whole day today i've been fallin asleep. in the bathroom in the mosque and even on my desk . thank god am not driving.


that's it for now.

A week Off!!

on tuesday i asked Madam M about vactions (wanna take a week off to go to kirar with my family and they gurlz) she told me to ask madam H which i did who told me to write a request which i did. yesterday madam M signed it. and i gave it to Madam H who told me that everything is in order.
bottom line is that inshallah i aint comin to work in Sunday. yaaay!!
a whole week offf. wow am so excited and am wondering what madam M would do without me. not like i give a damn.
LOL
nothing happened today except i brought the paper that they told me to bring before my week off. apperently they are gettin ready to sign contract with all of us. WOW it's supposed to be amazin
but am kinda worried that my salary will go down ?? that would be soo stupid. so i really hope not. altough i wouldn't be surprised.
so that's it for now.

Holiday !?!

hadn't posted any damn thing in along time. i've been very busy being sleepy. am sleepy all the time at work now. cause i don't get enough sleep at home. am not complaining (or maybe i am, god knows i loove to do that) but am really gettin tired of being tired. wakin up at the morning is a battle i keep winning barly. i am very close of losin it every single day and i dread the day that i will just do that.
I need a holiday next week, that's a fact but am worried if I'd be able to tell my boss madam M or not? couple of days back she took a holiday she talked to Dr. A who talked to Dr. H and she got a one day holiday. I wonder if they would give me one? am hoping against hope that they will.
I intend to talk to her today and see what she might say about that but am worried she'd be like go talk to Dr. A he knows better or worst what if she told me am only entitled to a one day holiday or not at all?
i dunno am prayin that whatever happens it shall happen smoothly. and am also prayin for a holiday just 5 days i'd be thankful if they like gave me 3 or 4
if they gave me 5 i don't know what would i do.
but if they didn't give me any i'd really hate the jerks.
well am wishin for luck on that thing.
nothin else happenin here except madam M is sufferin from cold and i turn of the AC that's near her. that's a little mean from me i should turn em all off. but am too hot to do that.
I have a computer that's not workin i'll cal the IT guyz if i found the energy to.
am goin to the bathroom now to wash my face and try to get some sleep. LOL i've been doing this for a while now :(

whatever

they made a big deal yesterday cuz i forgot an opened computer from the day before. i mean so what? at home the longest i left my pc un-closed was like month or a month and a half it didn't die or get ruined. actually i forgot one pc opened but the worker (the one who made the whole problem) said they were 2 cuz he saw the other one had it's monitor opened while in fact it was not workin it gave a message that said reboot from cd failed!
whatever it's not like i give a fuck about that crap.
i told the IT guys that i have 3 computers which doesn't work and i need em to fix it but they never came. well that's definatly there problem not mine. anyways when madam M comes i'll make her call them

also when i went to pray yesterday and came back to my desk i never got the chance to because the respsionest at the door qu met me and we started talkin and before we know it hour and half had passed that's when Dr. H 's secartary came and we stood talkin for about an extra 30 min. then before i know it alot of people were standin talkin. that wasn't bad since it was like i only stayed at work till 1:30 after that time flow by.

i made sure that all the pc are closed .
today nothin new happened or seem like it's gonna happen

It's been forever (technically just a week)

it's really been a long time since i blogged the main reason is you can only write so much of am bored, nothin happened today and i feel boredom. if you know what i mean.
but i really missed me bloggin . so I'll try to fill you in on all the excitin new details. nothin at all happened today and am bored. I just came 15 min. ago but never the less am still bored, tired and sleepy.
yesterday 2 computers weren't workin today they are 3. i was supposed to call the IT guys since last week but i just don't feel like it. well apparently I'll have to do it today or one by one the computers will stop workin.
last week i discovered that Dr H is out of town. he was in Paris and then he went to Tunisia he'll be back july 14 so that gives me like 4 days to ask for a holiday. am thinkin of askin for a day off on Wednesday but then again am thinkin I'll wait till they go to kirar.
well i don't know yet what I'll do but i do know that i do really need a couple of days off before i really explode :(
today i feel down, exausted and sleepy. I just counted the days and am suppose to finish that shit i do after work next saturday that we'll be 21 and that's good coz i wanted a chance before they go to kirar.
that's it for now.

it suck

nuttin but bordam in my life. everything suck right now that job , my life. everything. sucks big time even the best thing the thing i've beeen waitin for for the last3 years is gonna suck cause i can't enjoy it.
I just hate this alot

WOW!

i mean really WOW
today i saw my bf again.
LOL
i mean i saw the American ambassador. and he had another old guy with him. i don't know who the hell is he but he was old but never the less cute.

I got my computer back . DSL and everything

and the TV came today and they shot with my boss and i was left behind. Thank god!
i don't wanna be on TV, for two reason. 1 i don't look my best today
2 i generally dislike the idea of seein my self on a photo or video, let alone our local TV channel 5.

I GOT PAID. gr8 huh.
i just love to take my money.

today was a very good day lots of stuff happened.
hope the rest of that week would be just as gr8