People are quiting

OMG!!

People are quiting here cause it's been a long while since we got paid and it seems that itt's still will be longer before we see some cash. people got sick and started quiting it seems like everyday i hear that someone either left or leaving or consider leavin the financial manager , 2 clinics receptionists , secretary and a security guy left till this second and am starting to wonder who'll quit next. the two person that got hired with me in the same day N and N are now history.
the problem is that makes me feel like am crazy for staying maybe i am, but am stayin there for a couple of reasons
1- Am givin that place it's fair chance I've wasted 2 and half years at the EGC so i might as well waste 6 or 7 month in the SMC
2- i don't have another job waiting for me unlike other people
3- i don't think there is anywhere in Alex. for me to work at that pays as much and have the same prestige although it's new but it's defiantly a great name to say
4- I think that if i wait in the future this place will be a great one inshallah or at least that what i hope

Today madame M took a holiday i don't know if she'll come on Sunday or not but something tells me she might not she might take a week off, she figures think i did then she's entitled to. whatever it's not like i care.

P.s I started this post at work and finished it at home cause i have to go cause daddy was waitin for me at the outside

35.9%

that's the weight percentage of my body. why am mentioning it in my thoughts from work blog. because it's at work where i found this intresting information.
to start from the begining i was sitting on the computer minding my own business and playin games as usual when madame H came inside and told me and madame M that we should go up to the clincs and mesaure the body fat mass.
and when i did go up i found the whole center there apperantly it some weight loss drug pormotin the drug is xencal my sis used to use it to loss weight.
anywayz i found out that the total body mass is 35.9 and that 40% of my weight which is 90 fucken kilos (I was speachless never though i weight that much) is fat. and that 53 kilos of me is muscules and bones and the rest is pure fat so the doctor (her name is L and she works at the center) said i should loss like 16 kilos at least and that i should go up to her someother time when she isn't so busy.
nothing else happened today am alittle blue cause i feel like a fucken whale. and Madam M just left cause her husband who i know his name now by the way is here.
what ever
that's all for now

staff meetin

i just came down from a staff meetin. it was basaclly dr. H who took us into meetin to tell us
1- probably the salaries won't go down
2- we know you haven't got paid in a long time but we 're doin our best so you would get paid
3- we are doin the best that we can
and i actually saw with my own eyes how fed up ppl are a dr was literly shouting sayin that it's not fair and we need money
dr H promised that we'll get paid for June and he said quote "i'll get you July and August if i had to pay from my own pocket" end of quote and then said that after that we have to hold on till we see what happens and that it's not his fault we didn't get paid till now.
right now i have a major headache cause i havn't slept and thank god i aint drivin. yesterday was noga's wedding i went home 3 am. and i didn't sleep till 4.
that's it for now

Rumors

nothing happened since the last blog except couple of rumors that our salary will take a dive down to nearly the half of it after the contracts.(such a shininy future that it hurts my eyes lol)
and also that we aren't gonna get paid for July till december. and about June well we don't need to worry it's coming soon (it had been coming soon for couple of month now)
well that's the great news from work also yesterday a very nice (not) woman came to subscirbe in the library i went up to pay and get her the invoice and came back to find that she changed her opinion and wants her money back. real nice person bare in mind we are only talking about 20 pounds that's like 2$ or a little bit less. nice.
anyways that's all for today.
tomorrow is Noga's wedding (my old boss at the egc)
i hardly can wait. but that means that tomorrow i'll have to leave at 3:30 or something.
will i be able to do it? I wonder! I really hope so.
anyways that's it for now

11 days later

it's been exactly 11 days since i blogged. cause I've been extra busy playing. I've been playin real games not those online ones. i have been taking f's flash memory and downloadin games then playin them on the computer and deletin them when i finish em.
yesterday i was just tellin f my sister that am gettin paid for playin games all day long that's kinda cute if it wasn't so boring.
talking about gettin paid we hadn't got paid for the last 2 month and only god knows when we'll ever do they said that they'll pay June soon (been sayin that since last week) but July and August and all the months too come it's still unknown if we'll ever get paid . I am sure we'll be paid eventually. but when does that eventually comes that something beyond our knowledge and the nicer part is we don't know how much exactly are we gonna be paid. :(
probably less then what we already take . we'll have to wait and see.
nothing much happened in this last few days except I've been sitting at the reception with qu. not workin or anything just hangin around. that what boredom do to ya.
o and the worker who had made the whole deal about the computer that i left opened. on Tuesday i was tellin em at the front gate that my father is coming to take the car so they should let him in . and when my father didn't show up he saw me sittin at the reception with qu who was talkin on the phone he came up to me and was like your father didn't come i told him i know. few minutes later i called my dad and he said he aint comin so i told the guy and he joked for a few seconds and suddenly was like i hope thing are OK between us. and am like what? i knew what he mean, but give me a fucken break am not gonna have some beef against a worker. so i was like what are you talkin about and he was apologizin. he said that the whole issue was when he told me i left it open i said that i didn't. which i told him made sense since i Forgot it open not left it open so i probably wouldn't remember that it was open in the first place.
but what i understood is he though i was a total bitch in the way i answered. I know i can come off at first like a total snob which am not. i just don't consider everyone as my friend.
for me people are strangers until they are my friends and since they are strangers then i would never talk to them, even my colleagues are strangers to me.
that's just the way i am. any way enough about that
nothin more happened at all in those 11 days.
o except i don't have my computer again. they took the stupid switch and put it in the minister's office cause we don't have one.
I hate that minister he's comin again next week he was just here last week. I just hope we'll see the end of that jerk soon.
that's it for now i thing that's the longest blog I've ever wrote so in some sense i made up for all those days i didn't blog
tata for now

I need to sleep

i haven't blogged for a week and i haven't been to work for a week either.
i came today expecting number of things. i expected money and i also expected news about our contracts.
but when i came i found emptiness. apparently the minister was here on Thursday and it was expected that he'd come today which he didn't , i came to find Madame M here at 9 am waitin for him and Dr. H and Dr. A both didn't come today. heard they are in Cairo bringing the salaries (i really hope so cuz am as dry as a desert).
Nothing happened at all. I didn't see Qu today i think she took a holiday or something.

my family is still in kirar i came with ma friends and i was supposed to go back with my cousins but they are leavin to kirar as we speak. initially i didn't wanna go home with them cause i was afraid they'd go late but now they had to leave early and leave me behind. but thanx to ma sister M am goin back with my parents and she's leavin with my cousins. it's so complicated but she kinda saved me. well that what sisters are there for.

yesterday i only slept for an hour and for the whole day today i've been fallin asleep. in the bathroom in the mosque and even on my desk . thank god am not driving.


that's it for now.